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Saturday, April 19, 2008.

hello all, im not going to write in this blog anymore.
i've created another one, but i wont delete this and i ll just leave this here for memories' sake.

bye bye.

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008.

He watched his old frame wobbling on feet as he stared out once again into the distance, perhaps thinking of that day when they had frolicked on the beach of Santorini or the visit to Xinjiang. He didn't want that to happen to his sweetheart.

"Goodbye, my dear," his gravelly voice spoke quietly.

"Goodnight, my love." She kissed him on the cheek and he closed his eyes softly upon the soft touch on his face.

"I'll see you tomorrow."

She never did.



Its so sad that we dont talk or say goodbye no more.
I wished I was blind, darkness would be a nice change sometimes.
No, more like I wish I am 36 now with a gorgeous husband, living in Xinjiang/Santorini/Tuscany with a 11 and 9 year old son and a 8 year old daughter. And maybe with a pair of twins at age 5.
That'll be great. Better than what I have, cause our love is just a lie.

3:27 AM
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I just finished splashing water with 55. We were happily splashing when it rained. I think it has got to do with our rain hooga hooga dance. We tried to make it go away with a gahoo gahoo dance, but lightning came.

Ohwell worth the try. I guess 55 has to come another day to play the slide ok! It was the start of many firsts with you eh.

Wong Wai Yan, you were awesome. You were all the words that meant spectacular in the thesaurus.


HAPPY BIRRDAY AH GRACE! WE ARE THE GREATEST LAB PARTNERS HAHA

3:22 AM
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Thursday, April 03, 2008.

Actually, I thought that today wasn't meant to be a good day.
Let's see, after our elective common test, then O Bio SPA, (lucky Tan Lao Hu never come today or we'd have done zuo wen), English compreh test then Chem O SPA. Oh and Malay Quiz.
Yes, it was a physcially and mentally weary day, BUT WE MADE IT 4K!!
I'm sure its the start of many more 'good things' to come, lets hang in there!!

BUT, it turned out to be a better day at around 530..
It started pouring heavily and me and Cherine were 'self reflecting', with the accompaniment of the piano... HAHA THANKS CHERINE! Then...

Me: 'eh, so boring, let's go play in the rain'
Leeying and Brenda:' OKAY!!!'

So if you saw 5 crazy sec 4 girls playing in the rain, it had gotta be us. Wow the feeling of just runninig around in the heavy rain, pushing each other and jumping around is so fantabugreatlous. It's been since so long I felt like a kid, felt so long that I have been liberated.

Xuan Hao, remember our rainy date!!

Thank you to, Zhou Yang, Alicia, Zhu Ting, Isabel, Sherwin(i think), Xiang Yang, Shi Yu!!

Labels: I LOVE THE RAIN NOW

7:31 AM
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Saturday, March 29, 2008.

Do you think about me now and then?
Cause I'm coming home again.


HAHA I WENT HOME EVENTUALLY.
Sorry daddy for making you so worried.


Okay I'm going to study cause I dont want to let my Pops down.
I dont want to fail Chem anymore, sorry Mrs Lim.


Eileen Cheong, I really hope you're feeling better and I'm sorry I kept saying you should skate, take care there and I think you're awesome, you overcame 2 humps!!


Brenda and Cherine, shit you guys are flyyyyy.


To Cheong Cheong this is for you. Your bday is coming so I shall let you see our best friend, Xiao Ming on your left.

There he is again!!

Our futile attempt to imitate __________

This time, I'm really hurt internally and externally. Ouch.

6:56 AM
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Friday, March 28, 2008.

I cannot go under the facade that I'm not sad/bored/nonchalent.
Sometimes I just cant smile and be high like I used to.
Cherine's post just struck me, I really really miss Sec 3 life, it was like the start of everything new and the end to all my shit.
Why does time fly so fast? Its an unnecessary question, but the sheer fact that its going to be April and we'll be saying goodbye to each other in another 6 months is... overwhelming.
I'm ashamed to say that I'm scared of time. I really am.
Secondary three was, fantastic.
Thoough in the beginning of the year everyone in class was so caught up in studies, everything reverted back to normal after we got the hang of it.
Exams, study dates with the weirdest combination, tuition, respiratory tract infection, council, marco polo, jiemeis. I was so carefree and loud and so happy, now Im just this mess, a very tangled mess when I had a bad start this year.

Why have I been so dumb to pursue something that is non existent?
Why have I given up so easily on something I want so much?
In this period of aberration, Im not taking anything very seriously.
I'm lost, for now.

Jiemuiixx, helped me pull through.
I realised I havent spend a lot of time with you all, and when I do, I just shoot off without using my pea brain.
I'm extremely sorry for all the shit I've put you all through, and I'm deeply grateful that you guys pulled me up from the sailongkang.

Council, is a roller coaster ride. To all in Pub, I'm sorry if I havent been an organised leader and have been demanding for such high standards, its just I want the best for you guys. Those who havent been coming, please come back, dont give up on me before I give up on you. Sorry to the exco, I know I am super sloppy.

I am feeling rather ambivalent about my situation now. I feel empty, I dont know why. I dont like to label this as emo, but self reflection. And this sucks fucking big time because I have been bad.

Thank you for forgiving me Shu, I'm glad things are slowly turning back to normal.

I should change.
I should stop grumbling about everything, its jut so irritating, to even think of it.
I'm sorry I'm taciturn about certain things, its just because I dont feel like talking.
I dont wanna sink into a deeper quagmire than I've been before, I really want to get up on my feet.

I'm screwed up dong nan xi bei.

But who'll help me?

Haha, oh dear God, what an irony.

7:28 AM
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Sunday, March 09, 2008.

This is SOS.
I honestly think I need to go for check up.
I ate like 6 deep fried chicken wings, quite a bit of mee goreng and other chapalam shit yesterday and today I ate mee soto cha tow kway for brunch, 6 julie biscuits and lays and for dinner I ate like a cow at my aunt's place.

SHIT MAN PIKULA IS THIS LIKE OBSESSIVE FOOD BEHAVIOUR?!

Whatever, but its the hellidays and lets see remedials, Cherine and Huiling's birthday, treat, studying dates with random people and dance.

YAY.



HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY BRYAN, STOP FOOLING AROUND AND GROW UP! DROP BY AND HOLLER AT ME OK!

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY JERVIS LOVE! HOPE THIS IS A FRUITFUL YEAR FOR YOU AND THAT YOU'LL GET WHATEVER YOU WANT FROM THE 4O1K WE MADE LAST YEAR IN SHARES HAHA.

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